Sunday, October 24, 2010

SOMETHING DELAYED

Time goes wherever you are. That is heart. It is like the white paper everything that have been write down there, it would never easy to be swept it out, and you. You have been there and I never can release you. You’re always in my heart. Then the time comes, bring me down to earth. I found you by accident, here online un-real world. But that’s enough for me, your present bring me back to the old love. I am very happy. Let’s see what we can make now. The certain, you have own some one and so do I, is it possible to continue something that has been delayed.

OPIUM

When I was passing through the parking area near class of IA, I saw you standing near the window, gazed on me with your bright eyes. I could not take a look on you, moreover when you asked me what I was in class of IF. Your incredible enchantment, touching my heart, till nothing word I could say to answer you. I could never forget that moment, 23 years ago. I enjoy second by second that moment make me feel being obsessed, it’s like breathe with an opium.
Now time passing by, roll on, bring me to the different time and place cycle, but, your bright eyes still appear in my mind occasionally. How could I find you again, the bright eyes?

Impian Masa Kecil

Akhirnya gemericik air itu terdengar sudah.   Setelah beberapa kali mencoba dan mencoba, menambal dan menambal, selesai sudah kolam kecil di pojok halaman depan rumah barunya.  Itu adalah rumah keduanya.   Di rumah pertamanya dia juga memiliki kolam ikan.   Tetapi itu bukan buatan tangannya sendiri.   Buatan orang lain…

Kini, senyum selalu mengembang saat dia memandang hasil karyanya. Entahlah, dia selalu berkeinginan di manapun dia tinggal, harus ada kolam ikan.   Itu selalu tertanam dalam benaknya sejak dahulu kala, saat dia masih kecil. 

Dia tersenyum saat teringat kolam ikan pertamanya, setelah bersusah payah membuatnya malah diobrak-abrik oleh ayam tetangga, ikan-ikan kecil nan lucu itupun habis di makan si manis yang cukup rakus jika melihat ikan.   Dia cuman bisa meratapi hasil karyanya musnah begitu saja.  

Ya, itu dulu…   Sejak saat itu dia selalu terobsesi untuk membuat kolam yang lebih bagus dan lebih kokoh, sehingga tak ada yang bisa merusak atau mengacaukannya. Tak henti-henti dia berkeliling memandang kolam ikan itu, sekarang dia bisa membuatnya cukup kokoh, dengan tebing buatan dan air mancur.   Cat warna hitam dan hijau, mengesankan warna alami.   Sebuah pompa yang bisa memancarkan air, tepat di tengah kolam, dan dihubungkan juga ke celah-celah tebing.   Seakan-akan air itu bersumber dari bebatuan tebing itu, gemercik jatuh menuruni lereng menuju ke kolam. Puas dia mengagumi hasil karyanya.    

Sayang, kolam itu masih belum berpenghuni.   Belum ada seekor ikanpun berenang-renang di sana.   Dia berpikir andai dia yang berenang-renang di situ, tentu sangat menyegarkan di tengah hari yang cukup panas ini.    Dia mencoba memasukkan kakinya ke dalam kolam.   “Hm, segar rasanya”   Sepertinya dia mulai menikmati kolam itu.   Direndam kedua kakinya, tangannya…   Akhirnya dia duduk bersila di dalam kolam… Matanya terpejam, seolah membayangkan dia adalah ikan penghuni kolam itu.

Sunday, October 10, 2010

I WILL REMEMBER

By: TOTO

I was born in the land of the sun
And the tall green grass
And I don't understand
How all this has come to pass
How we've come to surround ourselves
In a sea of thieves
In a land without learning
Only the fools believe


I went driving last night
On a dark canyon road
Had the sky to myself
But I wasn't alone
Had the pain of my lifetime
For my company
How did it end up like this
For you and me


When love breaks the promise
The heart has to keep
It leaves only truth here to find
When the spirit is crushed
And the hurt is so deep
Between you and I


Even when love has come and gone
And our hearts have moved along
I will remember
There was a time we had the trust
And that always was enough
I will remember
I will remember you


As I open my eyes to one more day
The wind burns my face
As it whispers your name
As it's pulling me forward
It tears me free
And the only thing left
Is the tears for and me


'Cause when love breaks the promise
The heart has to keep
It leaves only truth here to find
When the spirit is crushed
And hurt is so deep
Between you and I


Even when love has come and gone
And our hearts have moved along
I will remember
There was a time we had the trust
And that always was enough
I will remember


Even when love has come and gone
And our hearts have moved along
I will remember
There was a time we had the trust
And that always was enough
I will remember
I will remember you