Monday, March 15, 2010

Scorpions - Love of My Life Lyrics

Love of my life
You've hurt me
You've broken my heart
And now you leave me
Love of my life
Can't you see
Bring it back, bring it back
Don't take it away from me
Because you don't know
What it means to me

Love of my life
Don't leave me
You've taken my heart
You now desert me
Love of my life
Can't you see
Bring it back, bring it back
Don't take it away from me
Because you don't know
What it means to me

You won't remember
When this is blown over
And everything's all by the way
When I get older
I will be there
At your side to remind you
How I still love you, I still love you

Back, bring it back
Don't take it away from me
Because you don't know
What it means to me
Love of my life
Love of my life

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Air Suplay - Would You Ever Walk Away Lyrics

From this moment I will follow you
To the borders of my country
Will you make those promises come true
Will you always want to hold me

[Chorus:]
Would you ever walk away from love
Will your lips speak what is true
If you say that this is where you belong
That's all I want, from you

In the garden of my deepest soul
Is the seed to bring the future
It's the story that is young and old
And the student is the teacher

[Chorus]

Wind and rain can never change what is to be
Lightning strikes across my heart so suddenly

[Chorus]

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Nidji - Sang Mantan

dulu aku kau puja
dulu aku kau sayang
dulu aku sang juara
yang selalu engkau cinta
kini roda telah berputar

kini aku kau hina
kini aku kau buang
jauh dari hidupmu
kini aku sengsara
roda memang telah berputar

mana janji manismu
mencintaiku sampai mati
kini engkau pun pergi
saat ku terpuruk sendiri

akulah sang mantan
akulah sang mantan

sakit teriris sepi
ketika cinta telah pergi

akulah sang mantan
akulah sang mantan

mana janji manismu
setia sampai aku mati
kini engkau pun pergi
saat ku jatuh dan sendiri

mana janji manismu
mencintaiku sampai mati
kini engkau pun pergi
saat ku terpuruk sendiri

akulah sang mantan
akulah sang mantan
akulah sang mantan
akulah sang mantan

mana janji-janjimu

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Saturday, March 6, 2010

could not do anything without car

Then after 3 days in acclimation session, stay in a hotel and pick up car ready to deliver in every place, now I starting to move to other place where you have to prepare everything by yourself. KIIC is industrial estate where it can not reach by public transportation easily. The place is where you can not find taxi or other public transportation here.
I stay little bit far from KIIC, at ‘pavilion’ a cluster for a lodger. It’s about 16 km from office. I do choose that place because my colleague stays there as well and the most important he drives his own car. So I can go with him everyday to office.
One day he had another business so I could not go home together with him. Oh no… I had to look for another one who has the same destination with me. Luckily, I found someone. Then we made a promised to go home together.
But at the last minutes before back home, he had something to do that make him could not back home on time. Oh no, time showed 07.20 pm, and I felt hungry, while he could not inform the time finished his jobs.
Then I called my manager, little bit protest and gave him propose to rent a car for project just a month. I understood then that he could not give decision on that day and waiting for Monday. While I still wait in hungry closer to starving.
Ah, finally… A manager was passing in front of me. I know him, he offered me to go with him. Thanks God… at last I could go home.

Thursday, March 4, 2010

--History Return--

Then, the history return. Since I got the task to execute a project in Karawang, I be a lodger. Stay far away in a distance with family. It really never been easy. Sure at the beginning there are something missing in my life, rhythm of my life change in shortly. How could I past everything by myself, while I used to spend with them, at least in last 5 years. A moment, it might be make me happy cause life alone, mean I can do everything without disturbance from any one, free from house responsible. But actually after experience almost a week in distance, I really miss them. I miss my previous life rhythm. But I have to accomplish my task here first. Then I will come to you like previous.

Wednesday, January 13, 2010

Pagi Verdancy House

Dua minggu berlalu dari hingar bingarnya perayaan tahun baru 2010.

Rasanya belum ada yang berubah, meskipun kalenderku telah berganti. Matahari masih setia terbit di timur dan tenggelam di ufuk barat. Pun juga malam masih menghadirkan kegelapan dan siang masih terang benderang.

Hari-hariku masih dimulai keributan saat menjelang subuh. Istriku yang aku nikahi hampir 6 tahun yang lalu mulai mengusik tidurku, bangunkan aku agar tidak terlambat sholat subuh. Ada aja yang dilakukannya agar aku terbangun. Dari mulai memanggil-manggil namaku, sampai menggelitik kakiku.

"Ay... Ay... subuh... subuh..." begitu biasanya.

Malas-malasan setengah sadar, terpekur di ujung ranjang, sampai istriku menarik tanganku berdiri. Barulah sadar penuh.

Sholat subuh, sesekali berjamaah, sering kali sendiri-sendiri. Seakan dah lupa kalau sekarang aku sudah jadi seoran imam dalam keluarga kecil ini.


Tak berapa lama, pastilah 2 buah hati kami menggeliat setengah terbangun dari lelap. Biasanya mereka minta dibuatkan susu.

"Ay, mau tutu yam" begitulah biasanya Hafiz

Tetap sambil memejamkan mata, Hafiz menghabiskas sebotol susu itu.

Adis sudah jarang minta dibuatkan susu di malam atau pagi buta seperti itu. Semenjak masuk TK A, 6 bulan yang lalu. Dia sudah cukup teratur minum susunya di pagi hari se habis sarapan atau kalau mau tidur. Itupun sudah jarang minum dari botol, tetapi minta dibuatkan dalam gelas. Rupanya dia sudah malu jika ketahuan teman-temannya masih minum susu memakai botol.

Sejurus kemudian, mereka benar-benar bangun, mulailah kehebohan setiap pagi. Kadang mereka mulai kembali kompak membongkar-bongkar kotak mainan yang semalam sudah dirapikan. Tak jarang juga mereka minta keluar bersepeda pagi. Cukup aktif juga mereka.

Bunda, sudah mulai sibuk mempersiapkan sarapan pagi buat kita semua.

06.00 mulailah mereka harus sarapan, masih penuh perjuangan karena mereka tidak bisa duduk saat makan sekali pun.
06.30 Aku mulai menggiring mereka semua masuk ke kamar mandi. Untunglah kalau urusan mandi mereka cukup kooperatif, sehingga tidak memerlukan waktu lama untuk menyelesaikan ritual ini. Selesai mandi bunda sudah siap memakaikan baju buat mereka. Akupun punya waktu untuk mempersiapkan diri bersiap ke kantor.
07.00 Kita pun berangkat, Adis selalu penuh semangat saat-saat menuju dunia barunya.
"Da-da, bunda.... de Hafiz..." riang Adis melambaikan tangan.

Saturday, January 2, 2010

I will survive

Lagu ini menjadi teman perjalanan yang setia, saat aku sering menghabiskan waktu akhir pekan di Bandung, sementara aku baru saja pindah kerja di Jakarta. Lingkungan baru ternyata tidak mudah membuatku betah apalagi di Jakarta masih lonely belum punya banyak teman.
Akhirnya lagu ini memberikan inspirasi untuk survive.... Life all alone in the mid of jakarta's junggle.
-- October 1997--
CAKE – I Will Survive
At first I was afraid, I was petrified
I kept thinking, I could never live without you by my side
But then I spent so many nights
thinking how you’d done me wrong
And I grew strong, I learned how to get along
So now you’re back, From outer space
I just walked in to find you here
Without the look upon your face
I should have changed my f-ing lock
I would have made you leave your key
If I’d have known for just one second
You’d be back to bother me
Oh now go,
Walk out the door
Just turn around now
You’re not welcome anymore
Weren’t you the one who tried to break me with desire
Did you think I’d crumble
Did you think I’d lay down and die
Oh no, not I
I will survive
As long as I know how to love I know I’ll be alive
I’ve got all my life to live
I’ve got all my love to give
I will survive
I will survive
Yeah, yeah
It took all the strength I had
Just not to fall apart
I’m trying hard to mend the pieces
Of my broken heart
And I spent oh so many nights
Just feeling sorry for myself
I used to cry
But now I hold my head up high
And you see me
With somebody new
I’m not that stupid little person still in love with you
And so you thought you’d just drop by
And you expect me to be free
But now I’m saving all my loving
For someone who’s loving me
Oh now go,
Walk out the door
Just turn around now
You’re not welcome anymore
Weren’t you the one who tried to break me with desire
Did you think I’d crumble
Did you think I’d lay down and die
Oh no, not I
I will survive
As long as I know how to love I know I’ll be alive
I’ve got all my live to live
I’ve got all my love to give
I will survive
I will survive
Yeah, yeah